I’ve been thinking a lot about you lately. About all the things I stopped doing because of you, because of the lack of trust you inspired in me. About all the doors and windows I closed, closing myself in. Pushing everyone away. I’ve been thinking a lot about you. About my feelings for you. About all the things that could have been but never really were. About the whys and the lack of answers. I’ve been thinking a lot about you. And I haven’t found any explanation that could satisfy me. And so I’ve been thinking a lot and it’s about time I tear my walls down. And I’m scared. And I am not sure I can believe or trust someone whole heartedly again. But it’s about time I jump and deal with what happens when it happens.
© Máh Lima